is this guy talking about trauma AGAIN?

 we have been working on establishing a solid, factual timeline of our life.
really, we havent got much so far, other than putting together school years with ages, but one thing we did figure out is that we were homeless for (a bit more than) nine years! literally half of our childhood. 
to be completely honest, it is probably a bit longer, our mother was homeless when she had us, but we dont really remember until about five, so we started the timer at five, and we finally got "stable" housing at 13/14ish.
(of course, things got really violent then, but hey, at least we had a roof!)
anyway, this stuff is really fucking with us, but its also helping, so that feels weird.

we have started really using this https://www.writelighthouse.com/ website, and i think we like it? our more angry parts have been using it alot, which is REALLY surprising. 


other misc updates:
went to a wedding, it made me REALLY sad. like, in a good way, i think?
deadlines for college apps are fast approaching...i dont feel ready. i gotta just buckle down and DO it. ugh. scary.
the countdown to christmas begins!