sparklecat: (review)
 Books im reading:
Black Arms to Hold You Up, Ben Passmore
graphic novels, i cannot get enough of them. alot of this one went over my head i think? I didnt really get that the father was supposed to be metaphorical, and i still dont think I get it, really. also, though, history! I love learning about American history. there is a reading list at the back of the book that i want to use. 
Mafia Bride, CD Reiss
this is a very silly pick, but im liking it wayyy more than I thought. obviously, i have a thing for scary guys, but what i did not expect is how much i love the FMC! usually, at best the FMC reads as a reader insert to me, shes very bleh and projectable. this girl has her own opinions! and they contradict each other! I love it. i feel kind of like a friend being told her thoughts and feelings, its very personal. 
Lobo, Big Fragging Compendium, Vol 1
I did just find out about Lobo, and I dunno how I had never heard of him before because he is absolutely fantastic. I read his dialogue in a Hulk Hogan voice. how is he not more popular??? My Lady says there is a version of him in one of the comics that is a trans man, but ive yet to see proof. 
Movies ive seen:
Sinners
Trying to leave their troubled lives behind, twin brothers return to their hometown to start again, only to discover that an even greater evil is waiting to welcome them back.
finally watched this one! I knew i would love it, and my opinion has not changed. vampires just come preloaded with soo much drama, and that, combined with the complexities of the 30s in southern america already set this thing up to be a favorite of mine. the music, the complex interpersonal relationships, and the political commentary were just cherries on the cake. I did spend alot of the movie confused about the level of personal agency the vampires have vis a vis turning other people. also, i think they were a little bit of a hivemind, and i still cant decide whether they all hiveminded with the irish vampire because they came from him, or if all vampires just share things like that. 
I also, though they break my heart, love a "get to know and love all these characters before they die" type movie. it really makes you consider the meaning meaningless things hold. Like, i knew pretty much from the beginning we were gonna see a bloodbath at this juke joint, but that didnt stop me from really loving all the characters there, and hoping each one was going to make it out. 
then again, it also makes you think about the irish vampires whole argument as to why they all had to be turned. he was right, the Klan was coming to ruin that place in the morning, and the implication was that they (KKK) would have killed them all anyway, not to mention just the fact all of the guests, and family and everyone were black men and women living in the south during jim crow. things were BLEAK! but does that justify taking away their choice to keep living as humans anyway? How can you decide someone else will prefer to never see the sunrise again?
I dont know if you can tell, but i am going to be watching this movie with anyone i can. 

More random thoughts:
  • the twins are fantastic, I like how they are a bit color-coded with the red and blue. there is a joke here about "Michael B. Jordan and Michael R. Jordan".
  • the effect for the vampires eyes glowing is SOOO COOL. 
  • the first thing sammie's dad did after he stumbled into church looking half dead was not ask what happened or see if hes ok, but make him go through some stupid shame ritual. boooooo bad dad.
  • the scene with the music and all the people throughout time just about made me cry.  
Superman
Superman must reconcile his alien Kryptonian heritage with his human upbringing as reporter Clark Kent. As the embodiment of truth, justice and the human way he soon finds himself in a world that views these as old-fashioned.
cute. i got it on dvd for my birthday, and i just knew i was gonna love it. definitely don't think it had as much to say as i hoped it would, but once again i am being slowly worn over to the DC side of things. (is the marvel dc rivalry still a thing? i grew up in a staunchly Marvel Family (pre-MCU), and it was a big deal to say you liked DC. 
 
One battle After another
When their evil enemy resurfaces after 16 years, a group of ex-revolutionaries reunite to rescue the daughter of one of their own.
I saw this with My Lady in the theatre, and it was Really Good! the contrast between leonardo dicaprio's bumbling antics and everyone elses competance was really fun. the skateboarding parkour ninjas?? fantastic.
Edit: Notable moments include:
"why is your shirt so tight"
"i am not gay"
"thats not what i was-"
"I am not a homosexual if thats what your implying"
 
general random life updates:
  • i got an 80 on my sociology midterm. that thing really stumped me! i need to maybe do some flashcards or something to help connect each theorist and what they did. 
  • the deadline is fast approaching for me to find someone to interview for my folklore class. I meant to put up a flyer, but i didnt, so now i just think im gonna ask around, maybe make a reddit post?? my Lady offered to be interviewed, but i wanted to find someone with a Really Cool Monster Encounter. 
  • My work is having a staff dinner next week! the theme is Celestial and you have NO IDEA how hyped i am for it. 
  • I found the SOFTEST yellow yarn and am making a half double crochet scarf with it. 
sparklecat: (skeptic)
 LONDON. Michaelmas term lately over, and the Lord Chancellor sitting in Lincoln’s Inn Hall. Implacable November weather. As much mud in the streets, as if the waters had but newly retired from the face of the earth, and it would not be wonderful to meet a Megalosaurus, forty feet long or so, waddling like an elephantine lizard up Holborn Hill. Smoke lowering down from chimney-pots, making a soft black drizzle with flakes of soot in it as big as full-grown snowflakes—gone into mourning, one might imagine, for the death of the sun. Dogs, undistinguishable in mire. Horses, scarcely better; splashed to their very blinkers. Foot passengers, jostling one another’s umbrellas, in a general infection of ill-temper, and losing their foot-hold at street-corners, where tens of thousands of other foot passengers have been slipping and sliding since the day broke (if this day ever broke), adding new deposits to the crust upon crust of mud, sticking at those points tenaciously to the pavement, and accumulating at compound interest.
 
In the interest of proving something to myself, I'm going to be going through and re-interpreting this paragraph. I got the idea from Project muse's study on the reading comprehension of English majors. 

my interpretation )

Alright, onto some interesting articles! 
The dawn of the post literate society
 
Is the Decline of Reading making politics...dumber?
I am of the digital native generation (Gen z) and being on my phone, and i would argue many of my friends feel the same way, is pretty much synonomous with being apart of the real world. I got my first phone, an iphone, at 12, and since that day, I had never gone anywhere or done anything without my phone until a few years ago. I was hanging out with my then-friend-now-girlfriend, and we were having so much fun we left to run errands before i realized i didn't have my phone. It felt so freeing, I didn't realize how much my phone felt like an extension of me until that moment. 

I left social media recently due to how horrid it makes me feel. I would spend hours upon hours sitting in bed staring at reels/tiktok/shorts (it didnt matter which app), feeling just plain bad. I didn't care about any of the stuff i was seeing, but it didn't matter, because all i had to do was scroll and i would see something new that i would inevitably also not care about. 

I also used to consider myself a voracious reader, someone obsessed with learning and debating and trying new things. I'm not going to pretend its all the phones fault, I think my generation has gotten enough shit about "always being on that damn phone" for a lifetime, but I do agree, the Apps, the Algorithm. it feels a bit like a psychic snake, worming its way into my brain and keeping me from doing what i really want. 

I dont want to fear monger, but its scary to me that there is a greater access for the common folk to information than any other time in human history, but it seems people are just...choosing not to. arguments I have heard often in my job (i work as a librarian) is that it all being accessible is the problem. noone worries about internalizing information, because they can always just look it up again. I personally all through highschool was of the opinion that all these tests and quizzes and essays were useless, because anything you could ever want to know you could just look up.

At least in my case, I have learned now that it is far more annoying in the long run to look the same thing up over and over again, not to mention the lack of confidence in your own intelligence that grows when you cannot even trust yourself to remember something important to you.

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